Well....2016. What can I say. Fucking piece of Shit! People suck. Humanity is a thing of the past. This is what I brought my autistic babies into. Like it isn't hard enough being of mixed race but to be developmentally disabled too. I wish I could give them a better life. Instead I have put them in a life of grief, destitution, and not even a fighting chance for a happy life. I am in a grip of despair and depression with a fucked up endocrine system and now my poor Morgana has diabetes and possibly depression like me. Soon her poor thyroid may give out. Hopefully fibromyalgia will give her a pass. I am serving a life sentence of pain with the occasional ups that seem to be disappearing. God willing I will be alive next year to post of happier things and not a struggle to stay alive for them. Or a struggle to even put a smile to give them a sense of security. God bless those who read my blog. My end of my faith is Nigh. Maybe the end is Nigh.
